Sunday, February 8, 2009

pulse

i am overcome with emotions. i put on karn evil 9 by emerson lake and palmer, and i just fell into a trance. i was listening to it by myself, just jamming, and i'm elated. euphoric. on top of the word. breathing life in. i feel... i don't know what it is. i felt this a few weeks ago, and i thought it was me passing a phase in my life. this doesn't make sense. it's as though i'm seeing God. it's the sense that everything is so simple. it's feeling like i'm alone and if i wanted, the whole world would be here. i nearly cried of joy. i laughed. i'm so.... i can't explain it really. i'm breathing pure life essence. i'm high on something. is it the song, or something more that i can't pick up yet? it's amazing.

2 comments:

  1. How do you know that it's as though you're seeing God?

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  2. i feel like this is how people react when they say that they have visions of heaven or God. random euphoria without reason doesn't really have much explanation, and though i didn't feel any divine presence, i can somewhat understand if someone said that they did.

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