deep zen breathing and incense

i'm just going to do it. i'm going to have to ignore the staring faces, the one who put me up to this task. all of them. i'm going to have to forge on, knowing that i'm missing half of the materials needed to complete this. knowing full well that i don't have the experience to complete this well enough. i'm going to have to do this my way, even though i'm not supposed to. but in times like this, it's the only way i can. it's the only way i know how.