good luck: paradox?

it sucks when you're in a mess and then by some good luck, things manage to work themselves out. it's even worse when it happens multiple times. i sound crazy. but, i don't. if you get used to it, one day, you're not going to get lucky and shit's going to hit the fan.

my whole procrastination problem which encompassed two separate issues seems to have resolved. i mean, i am hoping for the best, and i'm glad i don't have to deal with fallout, but at the same time, it's uncomfortable knowing that next time, i may not be so lucky.