networking is a fantastic tool, but it is not a god. it must be utilized in a timely fashion if maximum effectiveness is to be achieved.
and i have to wake up in six and a half hours to juggle some more. jOY. with a capital OY. as in oy vey iz mir.
with any luck, this'll all clear up within the next few days. it's really probably not as bad as i make it seem. i just get paranoid that i'm going to look extremely irresponsible (which i am to a degree if i'm procrastinating) and that people are going to give me a terrible reputation because of it (which i know sounds ridiculous; i just have to convince myself that it's how it works and adjust to it).
I know. I don't procrastinate school/work related things-- but I do procrastinate things like paying bills or checking into student loans-- stuff like that. And then it makes me so nervous that it's all I can think about... when it could have been avoided by taking care of it earlier.
ReplyDeleteHuman nature, I guess-- but still, why do we do that to ourselves?!
i don't even know. my thing is i hate confrontations, and like, i know i should just tell people things, and i'm like, oh i don't have to tell them now. and it comes to the point where i'm in the crunch, and if they respond negatively (which is understandable), i freak out and think they hate me and all that jazz.
ReplyDeletein short, i have no idea, but it's something that i hope gets eliminated from the gene pool.
oh, yes. I understand the hatred of confrontations. And then I wait until the point of explosion and then I too, dwell on it for weeks and weeks. Mehhh.
ReplyDeletemehhhhh. yeah, that helps. mehhhhh.
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